the like...the love...the heartbreak...the heartbreaking

We all have our share of broken hearts, tears, pain... We all say we have "loved" and lost...we all say that "I can never move on..." But i think time heals all that...time heals, new people heal...new love heals.... We have all been there...and we know...

But what about those whose heart we break...? That blind date you had which didnt turn out great for you but that guy is all over you, and you know you will have to say those words...which will break that persons heart. Hate that feeling...hate that i will have to break someone's heart...no matter that he will move on... Obviously this is for those people who have their hearts in the right place, cause i have known people playing with hearts like cards, not giving any thought to the pain the other person would feel, not trying in the least to make it easier for them...well, you have nutcases everywhere....

I am no expert on "Love", but i know that i definitely know much much more than many, have a way more mature idea than many who go about cutting their wrists and crap like that....and i know this...you know when its more...when it has a chance of being love...you know it, be it in the first few minutes of meeting, that first kiss...tellers are everywhere, but more importantly, you just know... Not to sound tabloid liek but in Shawn Colvins words "...cause you know, and you know, that you know..." (you can check out the rest of the song to know how else you just know! awesome song!) Moving on...yeah well you know...
Whats more bugging and mind boggling is that...you know how you have this picture? of that "guy", that "girl"...? The part that bugs most is that the person you are dating well, they just might be quite close to that image, (not that the "image" holds much when it comes to ineffability of love!) and EVEN THEN its not love... Remove from the picture the sex, the satisfaction, the sense of "having someone there", you know that this will end in heartbreak, his and (if you are one of the above mentioned emotional fools) then yours too... And for some time, no matter how much coffee mixed with bournvita you have, you will have that feeling that you did something bad... But in the end it comes to this...if you know in some moment that no matter how great the guy is, this isnt "love", you stop right there...and if you are a sadistic, ego-boosting person (wanted to write some other word!) then well....you know how thats gonna end... "Not all likeness end in LOVE..."

You cant stop meeting people, you cant stop having crushes, you cant stop liking people, you cant stop dating, you cant stop making mistakes. Cause mistakes are to be made. But you CAN decide to act and stop. The other side of the coin is well, you thought you cant fall in love with that person...but u just might...

And if its the other way round, you know their will be two hearts required healing...not one. So much for having my heart in the right place...
Maybe this whole post seems pointless, with no meaning at all...but it has a meaning to me. Its just a way of saying that "know what you feel, and rush into a strong liking for someone say "i love you" and then when you cut the call, you will want to bang your head against the wall for the stupid mistake you just made..."....have your fun but not at cost of some one else's happiness...

I was listening to these two songs while writing this...
All in All-Lifehouse
Details in the Fabric- Jason Mraz
People who look for meanings...find music a great teacher...